growing?!?

this post is a rather large deviation from my normal post, but is far more... important? change inducing? reflective maybe?
anyways, here it is. my life is a bit of a mess. i have had little to no organization throughout my 'adult' life. i'm not going to go into details, this isnt the place for it, but, im working on changing that. i'm trying to make sense of what is going on, where i've been, and where it's all heading. and the one constant throughout it all has been my love/passion/ down right obsession with food. cooking, eating, serving, pleasing people, it's what i live for. and now, through this culinary school experience it has forced me (in a VERY good way) to get some semblance of order in my life. I know it has only been a few weeks, but i have been working hard at it. and people in my life, (friends, family and the like) have already started to notice. It's going to be hard, it's going to take time, but i'm certain that my passion will keep me going through the tough times. lets see. I'm trying, we'll make this thing happen.